Digging out the C.R.A.Z.Y. inside

Lack of restraint is my USP
which generally builds towards a pervasive elevated state
even in the realm of the bed.
I am generally in a dissatisfied state with the day, the world, this life
though I do find myself in a happy state seldom.
I also vaccillate in moods
I move a lot,
my legs, in particular.
After a day out, I feel infested.
And of course, there's the issues with focusing and attention.