Just when I was having a hunch that everything I see and come across are in a way expression of what is going on inside of me, or at least with me having a role to play, I had to come across a psychological term "Projection" where
"...one attributes one’s own unacceptable or unwanted thoughts or/and emotions to others". Now I sit with a sullen face, since my 'conscious' now sees my 'subconscious' as being perverted and obsessing about relationships. I knew I had it coming, a moment when the rubber arrows (रबड़ ती्र रूपी सोच) I sent off into space would deflect back and lodge into my nostrils (नासिका छिद्र). I shouldn't have thought too much in the first place.
So now I'll feel guilty for no reason, just like when any of my landlady's questioning makes me feel like I'm hiding nuclear material or running a porn empire from my room...Wait, is that even a valid analogy?
Read the wikipedia article, thats pretty much it. Now I'll live with a realisation that everything and everyone I rant about - even Paris Hilton - or feel is wrong, attribute to my own insecurities.. I blew it.
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