Sunday, January 31, 2010

Gulaal (2009)

While Gulaal was jarring, I noticed that it was the portrayal of Abhimanyu Singh as Ransa that people were in love with. With his character, Anurag Kashyap came up with a man so perfect for the Indian streets, that everybody would want to imitate him.
I think a movie based on Ransa's formative years, a sort of prequel to this one, would do well.

Besides being jarring, Gulaal was like a good bottle of wine...it gets on you with time. Most of the characters were thoroughly done, especially the symbolic ones. Piyush Mishra brought things to life both on and behind the screens. Mahi Gill set the 'naka' on fire, especially the first song (Ranaji got more popular for the lyrics).

Now His Highness ImagineSinghJi, would wish you a goodnight.

(lean in)
"सब कुछ छोड़ के काम के बीच में आ रहा हूँ "
(lean in closer)
"अभी तक कंडोम भी नहीं उतारा है "

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Adventure chronicles

A wolf climbing up a sparsely vegetated mountain peak. And a boy walking in shadows that the full moon casts tonight. The boy is relaxed, breathing normally, painted a pale blue by the moonlight that catches his skin on occasions. The crest of his mountain approaches, and as it does, reveals a beautiful vista of snow-capped peaks far, far off, out there.

The wolf and the boy are one. The fury of the beast, and the contemplative nature of a thinking species; a lust for distances and solitude. They could be anywhere in the Himalayas - Rohtang, or Sarchu, or Nanda Devi, or one of the meadows. They could be lost out. They could be on a path of liberation, or a brushing distance from death. They could be hungry, cold; but their eyes stay locked to the mountains beyond, and that frozen river down below. They will continue by daybreak.
A lust for life.
Everything can be generalised. A thousand situations that fit a single song, a thousand lives that fit a single script. We all lives lives of a thousand others, to put it the other way. There is a tribe of US - people just like us, doing and talking things like us. That's what markets aim at. Not at YOU, but at a group of a 100,000 they label as YOU. It's fairly easy to see the how its working.

Not right time tonight

What image to sleep to? It's 1AM, another day in the office to follow, yet I'm wiling sleep for as long as I can. More than anything, I linger on through the night just for a beautiful expression, or a serenading thought, or a face that I never quite see, but remindful of some longing. It is wrecking to force myself to a dull sleep - anything but that.

Almost every night I visit the graveyard of the times that died away, things that were past, and try to dig up a skeleton that can take me on a flight of imagination. And that brings me to a common plane of despondency shared by all of us. Why am I resorting to the last remaining marbles in my bag? I should go and look out for some more.

Monday, January 18, 2010

Cycling along prostitutes

Oh, I cycled today I finally did! A month and a half after the accident. The lady's in not-so-god a shape with the brakes in an difficult-to-reach position, a set of broken quick brakes, bruised skin on the front, and general whirring noises which I have no idea of the origins. But its fixed enough to drag me back onto the roads and that's that.

0000AM: Way back from my cousin's, cycling across the vast emptiness to my left, where lie the jungles that make up fringes of Sanjay Gandhi National park. I spot something shining floating mid-air. Clsoer, and it turns out to be an outfit. There's a woman inside that outfit. The woman multiplies into 5 women, queuing up on the pavement, as if it were an exhibition. They're prostitutes, stupid! Lots of glitter and jewelery and drag outfits. As I approach closer, a tall one picks up a large stone and hurls across the road, at an obese guy whom I hadn't noticed earlier. "साले भडवे"...and on she goes with her street vocab, which I fail to register. The stone misses the guy and hits a steel grille and it clatters loudly. That guy must be her pimp, or one of her deals one wrong, he escapes.

Every rotation of my wheel takes me closer to the amusing line-up of skin for sale. "Window shopping, EVERYONE!" as Utahraptor would say. First one's in glittering purple (the tall one); next in glittering red; next in glittering blue sphagetti top and a green mini; next comes a tasteful non-glittering cream that makes her breasts stand out well; the last one's in glittering blue. One common feature among them is really shit make-up that makes them look like crossdressers; or maybe they are - I can't be too sure. They seem timid; maybe I would make conversation with them on some lonely night when my bicycle breaks down and one of them turns out to be a fixer (by day). I'll surely reward her with cashewnuts and also make friends with her pimp. Wishful thinking, ah.
Mumbai does come alive at night, a bit too early.

Grass enthusiasts

So, finding interest after a couple of metacafe vids got me into condensing information about preparing a quick joint:

  1. Purchase cheap cigarettes - the cheaper they get, the worse they hold the tobacco inside, which is good.
  2. Gently pinch out the tobacco on any paper. Keep the filter intact. It's recommended to keep the filter, though.
  3. Crush weed. Separate out stalks (cause faster consumption)and pods (mess up the flavor) from the leaves.
  4. Fill up the hollow cig container carefully. Use a chopstick, if you have one, to stuff it inside, much like how gunpowder was stuffed into those old 'Thakur' era guns, that Ranjit was too often seen doing in his mansion.
  5. Smoke up.
    Innovate with different techniques, different grips
Came to know that a friend in Pellam-II once had too much of booze, coupled with weed, while back in his college days, and wept for hours, fearing death, ensuing hilarity.
Came ot know that the knowledge of Pellam-I residents smoking up regularly is all over the place - even Abhishek seems to know of it.

Weekend closing statistics

Strangely I had no obsessions to think about today. No lost chances to consume myself with, no nostalgias to live through again. I guess the excitement of preparing food overshadowed other things - other mental drugs that consume me almost daily, I might say.

Today began late, as you know it. It was supposed to begin even later, but I was deceived into sleep last night, and woke up to realise what an uncomfortable time I'd spent crashing on the couch.
Today featured Rajmah for lunch, all credibility deserved. And lots of mediocre Dominos Pizza for dinner.
Today forced upon me a despondency of never getting at things the right way.
Today featured a dormant emotive force inside coming alive after a rerun of TZP.

Tonight features a losing hope of resuming office on time in the morn. I know I won't.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

TZP fanpost

TZP dedication
Taare Zameen Par, imho, has been the most amazing thing the commercial Bollywood cinema has given us in the past 3 years, or maybe more; rest of it all has been an 'abortion' as Ignatius Reilly would call it. Generally, one starts losing interest, or going theoretical about a movie after watching it several times; but this one just digs deeper, sits there, evokes an even greater response and digs further into your emotions every time you see it again. Don't understand why, but seeing it the first time was an excessively happy affair, second one a bit less of it, but the Nth time today - switching my gaze between the tele and the laptop - has still managed to bring out a greater emotion than those earlier times. Seeing more, am I?

Right now, I'm going gaga over the accompanying background score. And I know why it works for me - its too Thomas Newman...a subtle running ambiance, simple, bold individual piano keystrokes (often in the minor), often jarring; and the perfect aural accompaniment to the onscreen happenings. So, there, another thing to discover about the movie. Suggest me something to SEE the next time.

FYI, it was recorded by the genius trio of Shanker, Ehsaan, Loy at some house (Aamir's?) in Panchgani (not a studio) in a short time, using something called 'Live' recording where they play out alongside the running movie, rather than working on cues and feeding into a computer as in a studio.

ऐसे शौक न हों की पहचान बन जायें

मर्द शौक अपनाता है|
शौक शौक अपनाता है |
शौक मर्द अपनाता है |

Parwanagi

"कोई परवानगी नहीं" is what the sign at some shopping complex gate read. I noticed it, and both of us were highly amused at the choice of words the painter - or whatever management is responsible for this - had used. The sign was meant for street hawkers and autowallahs, asking them not to park close to the gate. As far as I know, परवानगी (parwanagi) is NOT a Marathi word. It's Urdu, pure Urdu, for all I know. It's such a beautiful and philosophical word that finding its use in such a location and context would be the last thing you'd expect.

Somebody even made a Wikipedia entry for this word, and that really makes you want to run back over there and take a picture of it (maybe I'll do that later). I had always know of it in the sense of a wanderer, or something reckless and free, and could identify myself to that breed; but "obsessed lover" was something how I never interpreted it as (tx, shruti for having me find that out).
"कोई परवानगी नहीं", written as a stern warning in front of a building, suddenly seems to seed from a malicious, conservative mind.

Now I should get to work on turning this around to how I qualify as an "obsessed lover".

some Konkani fair

Alright, so I stepped into my second fair since gaining the title of being an adult. The first one was a month back, i guess. And I played my first game at any fairs today - the simplest, least decorative of games, purely because it reminded me of the annual science expo we used to have in our school, Montex; that game was a really simple science project at display, with a monetary incentive and a high risk attached. I sucked, I lost. But at least it was better to have blood momentarily pumping in excitement of the game, than feeling like being punched in the nose (that makes you go numb in the nose) at a 'freak show' that I'd gone to on my previous fair: it had a lousy make-believe girl-serpent with a real girl's head and a fake serpent's body, a tap floating mid-air that had water gushing out endlessly, a floating rock, a girl with no body. I paid Rs 10 for that embarrassment.
I'm so over fair games that make you feel like you can almost win at them.

Friday, January 08, 2010

Mohan Meakin in Lucknow

Revisiting this question at oddballs just reminded me that a week back, while taking a stroll through the Daliganj market (next door) in Lucknow, I came to an intersection, one of whose roads led to the Mohun Meakin factory.

With the name of Mohun Meakin still lingering in the head, probably after thinking hard and quitting on this question itself, and from my transitory glances at Old Monk bottle (whenever indulging in my alcohol research program), but not being able to connect, I asked my father about the legend. He began by explaining about their liquour business, then about the ownership - "they were a very rich family" (referring to the Father-in-law of Madan Lal, I guess) - and then somewhat awkwardly onto "the daughters were the talk of the town".

That last fact wouldn't come from any history books, heh.

UPDATE: N.N. Mohan was who bought all these factories across several Indian cities

Thursday, January 07, 2010

A being being critical

Don't die on me, that goes out to everybody.
Shaantnu would be violating many promises, potentials, and trips in planning if he makes an early exit. The news came through in the afternoon - that he was beyond hope. Brain haemorrage; 100% on the ventilator; 0% chances of recovery. It was all supposed to end probably a few hours earlier, but as of now, he's still holding on - machines still pumping air into his body, as they have been since the past 7 hours. Seeing somebody with a newly-found vitality to life and a zest and wanderlust that surpasses many others drifting away like this kinda collapses the walls around.

Things took a different dimension in my head, since a mere seconds before my cellphone rang, I had a thought of tracking down his number and getting in touch about his recovery, of scolding him of ditching me out in Delhi, and planning to spend an evening at some rooftop restaurant, him getting drunk by the hour, making ambitious plans of driving to Leh in a Maruti 800 and living like nomads. So many things left unsaid.

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

Alas, resolutions

One of these days I'm going to sleep before 2230
And that would mark the beginning of many beginnings
Pretty crassed out about the strange lure of midnight
Maybe I'd rather be a vampire, or a night rider

Ishqiya

People have a way of gaining press by pitching themselves on the opposite side of the morally, culturally correct image of the ideal person. So do movies. I remember catching on a trailer for Ishqiya (while in for Kaminey), and that trailer drills straight into your head with a dialogue coming from a 12-ish boy: "हमारे गाँव में बच्चे चुत्तड धोने से पहले बन्दूक चलाना सीखते हैं |" Besides the fact that I had dragged in both my 8 and 12-yr old nephews for watching Kaminey, a movie that was already rated A, to find them listening to such blunt words (and in all likeliness mimicking it later), it was unsettling to find a dialog with such a punch after a long time on the big screen. I'm sure that got many committed to totally watching it. "IM TOTALLY GONNA WATCH THIS FILM"

My latest update about the movie's controversial dialogues came from a renegade newspaper page that acts as the mat for my current ironing surface - that Ishqiya got reprimanded for a dialogue that goes : "नदी के तले हगेंगे, पीपल के तले पादेंगे|". It was changed to "नदी के तले खायेंगे, पीपल के तले पीयेंगे|"

Now there's a bigger bubble about the movie, and I'm surely booking my tickets.

ps: vidya balan and nasiruddin shah look smoking amazing in the promos

Friday, January 01, 2010

same old same old

Teasing parents into the concept of a more liberal (ahem) society out there, the new form of relationships and social contracts would possibly have them seeing me in a new light. They would either assume that the society has really become like this, or that I have started thinking that way, or that I ACTUALLY do it that way, and am weaving a beautiful blanket of my world to wrap around them and have them accept me when my can of acts opens up. But where is the society really going? What norms will it establish?

It's/I'm too naive to generalise where our society is heading off to. The real people out there - who dont necessarily define the economic worth of a city, but do convey its true character - still seem the same old. The faces of markets rarely changes - unless there's money and tourists involved. The faces of public services rarely changes - unless there's a facade to put up with. The faces of how the smallest of businesses run, and how the smallest of individuals make their living rarely changes - its still fucking 20kg bricks and a hammer for the unskilled labourer (who, ideally shouldnt stay unskilled with so many govt schemes around). The faces of fashion rarely changes - though all the 'independent' doing/thinking does seem to have wrapped denim on a greater percentage of the girls.
I guess I kinda generalised how I saw Lucknow to how I see every other (small) city, but they all still give the same kind of vibe, we just have to wait long enough.

social standing

You can do somebody's background check by finding out when they had cable TV installed. Most of us can recall the days of gaining morning consciousness to nothing but pure DD and that rendition of "सारे जहाँ से अच्छा" on the शहनाई ... thats 65% of the middle and upper middle class. I believe that of the remaining 35%, 34% wouldnt have any TVs. The rest 1% would have a cable to watch those matches when cricket was a gentleman's game in every sense (yes, Richie Benaud included), and can fondly remember Zee TV Antakshari. Some of that 1% in those days would also have monstrous of set-top boxes purchased over Sky Shop.
Which category you from?

A strolling-through-daliganj thought: The internet is what has truly fathered us all. We are in blood relation. Hugs!