Showing posts with label mumbai. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mumbai. Show all posts

Sunday, March 15, 2015

Yesterday I didn't miss


Balloon hearts whirling in motion against the station fence in foreground

Old man playing temple run standing in local

Kru at the station by the sunset


Train cruising into and past the platforms 

A train engine named Arjun rolling in, breakneck, dragging the bogeys of [12922] "Flying Ranee", a double decker express train between Surat and Mumbai. Underlying thought: "Arjun's bitch (note: girlfriend, coloquially, pejorative) trail is too long"

A taklu boy at the train window with the lights temporarily out into the sunset

Train horn porn - one train chirps in high tone, the other booms in a low tone, and a third one rolls in screaming to shut both of em up.

Friday, March 13, 2015

Day Updates and Cinema: 1994 visited in 2015

t'was an active day today. i was busy in cinema and code - code is the boring part.
it started with a rerun of pulp fiction (1994), right after a first viewing. Its interesting moviemaking; memorable characters, quotes, music, storyline. This is the kinda dark humor and bloodletting that I've grown up identifying as 'the cool' (an organic process), and it felt good to catch up with my passion for cinema after a long time. I had Pulp Fiction on pause for the longest while since getting hands on a bootlegged copy.

On the other end of the day, which is now, it closed with another rerun - Forrest Gump (1994). [just noticed the coincidence that both the movies were 1994. special year.]  I have seen FG more times than I could recollect. It is a warm dreamy movie punctuated by 3 emotions - longing, loneliness and parting. Thing about good movies is that they are dense - every viewing gives something different to think about, or a different understanding, or a different set of  'moments', or a better understanding of some character. Dynamics do change when one has company, and the type of company, too. Today it was about Jenny. She gave up too often, she got into wrong company too often; "Run Forrest Run" seems wisest thing she said, leaving him a kid to stop at.

Watching Forrest Gump (today) and Pulp Fiction  (yesterday), it was annoying to find how their elements have permeated mainstream cinema, and "inspired" filmmakers.

The Wall saw no progress today.
PS: We're making a climbing wall, in my own (well, Kru's) backyard.
We were supposed to fetch a ladder and finish the holds today, but alas our ladder acquisition didn't go smooth. Starting our practice on the wall, we had enamored audience-cum-neighbors watching, who promised to arrange one for us - SOLVED! Tomorrow shall see big progress and tall claims. Backyard climbing might turn into my biggest indulgence once it's done - few rotations on the wall are enough to realize that.

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

ldldldldldldldldldld

I didn't realize until I got up, dealt with the regular intimidations and annoyances in the household, planned the breakfast, and got down to work on the machine. First of the illuminated pixels brought me the last tab that I'd been working on before heading off to sleep last night - notes on FILD or Finger Induced Lucid Dreaming. Yes, so it happened that my Reddit history brought up LucidDreaming, I obliged with a keypress ([Enter]) to land there. Yes, so it happens that I'm into lucid dreaming - dreams have always been my forte and it's only of late that I've stopped being serious about what I dreamt.

I tried FILD (http://www.dreamviews.com/induction-techniques/4779-finger-induced-lucid-dream-fild.html) things before drifting off to my early sleep last night. I played the piano, and didn't let my mind wander. This morning I was recollecting to Kru how I was floating over our bed, watching her. Forgetful me forgot the very thing he pushed into a relaxed sleep for - to encounter an episode of LD. I admit that it looked more like a regular $subconscious->pop() dream than LD, but it had shades similar to what people give in LD. I didn't do much while I was floating, or had a conscious thought that I was, so I'll lean on the side of a 'negative'. But with practise and persistence, maybe it will work.

Sunday, November 02, 2014

Nostalgia retreat

It finally happened.. No not coming across a pot of gold or something that even remotely leads to a metaphorical pot of the aforementioned metal.. But that I got out to visit old places and old friends in a city that briefly was my home. I have been here a few times since, and increasingly so with the advent of krushiness, but never got out to do this, with no good excuses (such is how I have come to epitomize indolence).

In the meantime my dogs have now moved from kennels - like the one we shared - to dens, into better jobs, into more complex social units, and hence relocated either within or outside this city, which sure lessened the anticipation from the trip. But the lone friend that pulled me out gave enough to anticipate.. We had a right connect, not of office, but the outdoors (or whatever little of it that I got a chance to), so I knew we'll be talking about the good stuff, and knowing that I was excited about not being bored.

Today, I pulled meself out in the afternoon, to end up on avenues where I would know all the good haunts, and could guide the autowallah through.

I wasn't surprised to see more people crowding the same markets, as busy places attract. There's even a Mc Donalds opened right next door, which is enough to rave about.

Meeting Mwgli after all these years was crazy. She's a mother now, with an enviously hairy baby that she should be proud of. She's the only person I know who doesn't say raving dreamy things about pregnancy (and post pregnancy), which makes her one honest person and worth taking to.

Her motherhood, sadly, came with thyroid. I hugged the same shell of her body, padded with 45 added pounds. I didn't know thyroid had become a lifestyle disease - always considered it genetic, -  and now feel scared about the future of our society. The dystopian visualized future of Wall-E is nothing but the human race with impaired thyroid function having it easy.

Veneration of the old days followed, and we come off as friends better than imagination serves. Those long trail walks through AC, those long and sweaty days of cycling, those sights that deserve a painter's intervention...  We pushed each other, that phase being Mwgli's most cherished phase of physical activity. Now she's on Zumba, but I doubt it's efficacy.

The old sights and smells were stimulating. I felt like i was hit with a bat on the sidewalk, when the breeze coming down from AC mingled with smells from the chat vendor's, and started an affair with my nostrils. This was the junction all my mornings once started and days ended at. Incentives to live an active life were many in those days.

I will have to go back and take a clue of not being a vegetable while in the megacity of Mumbai. Inshallah...


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Saturday, September 07, 2013

Back here, with new taste

For the whole of last month, I was in alien environments - but mostly comfortable, since this time I kept myself to the Indian cities of Bombay and Bangalore.

The first thing I did upon touching base was what I - being a Delhiite - had been desperately missing. Me and my Dilli-wallah dost P, share some things in common, this being one. With gang-rape being Delhi's favorite team sport, somebody might deduce that I'm talking about something degenerate.  Not really, unless you count fat-laden food as something degenerate. I had a plate of Chhole-Bhature to mark my arrival back home. The way it is programmed into the parietal lobe, Chhole Bhature could be the shock therapy to Delhi expats to restore their sanity.


Since this log has normally segued into food, let me do a quick best-of over the past month:

Bombay/Mumbai
* Berry Pulao (@ Britannia)
* Amrakhand
* Strawberry Yogurt
* Crab [in black pepper]
* Mutton Biryani {thanks NM}
* Cheese Tortillas (@ Shiv Sagar, Pune)
* Stuffed Capsicum
* Tahri

Bangalore/Bengaluru
* Steaks (@ The Only Place)
* Steaks (@ Thulp)
* Traditional kannada(?) chicken {thanks Mahesh}
* Dosa and filter coffee combo (all over the city)

I was also offered some delicious Hyderabadi food during my journey back. I don't know names of either of the two dishes, but one was something egg and the other was a variant of lemon rice. Both were worth gorging on, although the spicy overtones successfully corrupted my tummy (as anticipated).

Monday, March 19, 2012

"It was only 200 last time around."
"200 dollars?"
"Yeah, but this time it's 8400."
"8400 dollars?!"
"Yeah, dollars. I don't know what disease I have. But it has to be something serious, or they won't send a bill like that. I think I'm gonna die, Vibhu."
"Why don't you try one thing."
"What?"
"If you could amputate one of your arms, it would reduce your anxiety."
"I get it. If they send me a smaller bill the next time, it would means I'd have solved my problem."
"Exactly."

Friday, March 09, 2012

Fingertips. Shapes. Sprouts. Heart. Sun. Enter words...

Some days forever stay young
And some kisses linger on
Some words come so easy
When someone is long gone
The rush of our blood
Under the canopy of trees
And the sunrises and sunsets
That still flow through me
Bring the rush back again
Like it were just yesterday
That we lived the days
When days felt a gain

Tuesday, October 04, 2011

Delhi prostitutes

UPDATE: Prostitute at my doorstep.

Funny condensation filaments - that seemingly jut out from the fields along the R. Yamuna to my left - make a convex shield-sorts above me. I occasionally gaze up to collect and make whatever i can of this fascinating sight that reminds of aerodynamic flow, and pedal along, and eat some more of the road. Surprises to the common man returning home tired, as a cyclist zips by, whistling to signal his approach.

Surprises to this cyclist, as his eyes steal a scene from the city's underbelly: a couple of prostitutes (ugly and man-like, as be the norm), sticking out from the dense grassy growth along the road, not far from Akshardham (to think that religion and sex don't mix, hah!), seemingly fixing their rates with a couple of freight-auto-wallahs, one of whom looks a boy of mere 12 (but at least somebody's compensating for me by starting out early; 'maintaining the balance', as we say).

Insert King Crimson's choral verse to "Ladies of the Road" here:
All of you know that the girls of the road
Are like apples we stole in our youth.
All of you know that the girls of the road
Been around but are versed in the truth

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

We are the Freeman

How often have we slipped our yoke, only to find it choking us again. A succession of days reach a crescendo that makes one feel like being reborn, like shedding old skin. But that new skin is a mere cosmetic novelty, when, in fact, the entire culture around us remains constant, remains in a state of hopeless decay that is taken for normalcy, to intensify my expression.

All our futures lead to our past, to our facticity. The humanity, as diverse as it is, is interlinked to trick us through the edge of a circle back to where we started from. The chain is a loop. However it would be premature to claim to have traversed this loop – my short agespan, my short experience, my subdued intentions.

We remember the Freeman. We are coterminous. There is no distance between us. No false veils of time or space may intervene.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

work acidity

While being employed in cities, I almost picked up several bad habits - like excessive reliance on antibiotics, eating unhealthy food, not paying attention to my scalp, watching Roadies, shaving armpits, work. Work refers to what we do without a cause or or a great war or a celebration. As I think about work, the ghost stench of vodka fills my nose, which is also a byproduct of finding no purpose in things and trying to sell yourself to the corporate pimps. They pitch you, you pitch them back. Ringa ringa roses. Oops. We all fall down.
Bad habits give you acidity and heartburn. Then you spend the rest of your life on Rantac 150mg - that causes loss of apetite, low fever, and dark stool. Antibiotics are not good, as I said.

I should linger on, perhaps if I want to reassure myself of what is NOT to be. That kinda has been my strategy all along; always know what you aren't supposed to have. All along, I have probably not known what I am supposed to have. I've to be leading, with assault, if I want to see where I should be, with what, with whom.

If you think there are any other bad habits I could be into, let me know. Let me assure you that you are wrong about... their label of 'bad'. If you'd say 'lusting for wilderness', I would probably agree, but nothing much besides.

the sport of long jump

Feel great gravity pulling me down and away from the 'board. Slow soft hymnal Gladiator music floats me up for a while. Then the bright fluorescent light enters my consciousness and freezes my posture. Even the tongue crosses its slurping threshold and now that the roasted kaju crumbs are cleaned up it slaps in desperation and rolls up blanks. The head slowly empties out of the unnecessary, and now I lift up from my mask of abstraction and reveal the actual self to no other audience but myself. Rivers break out, golden pagodas spring up, and Odissi dancer girls decked in more gold dance on the staircase that lead to somebody - probably you. 'You' completely change the context.

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Thee zenana

Loaded on a pint of Carlsberg and some Bacardi and Coke (it being a homage to Daffyd - Shiv didn’t get it). That majorly constitutes the contents of my stomach for I had little to eat. My head majorly constitutes of a chaotic entropy that wants to leave an impression of itself through my writings, perhaps for posterity, and also as a reminder that trifling amounts of money cannot buy you happiness – you either need none of it, or loads of it. There are a plethora of businesses saturating the market, yet more in line, to have the hasty arrogant male realize the fact that they are better off without whatever trifling amount they make (unless they are into making loads of it) because it can only entitle them entry into a playfield of mediocrity where you play with/against half-crooks, half-dispassionate people. It’s a loss-loss situation. You deal once, then you would never wanna come back. Only that it’s been twice for me.

So my day really, really started when I entered my pit of filth that I coincidentally also acknowledge as my apartment, at 4 in the afternoon. A typical weekend landscape greets me – Rao on the same couch where you would expect him to be, nursing his injuries and watching television; Sood on the same chair as he usually occupies with the same wheat flakes about his coordinates, a milk carton close by, and a used bowl and spoon on the table that might never make it to the kitchen sink unless initiated by yours truly; Rohit absconding; and Azad giving a lousy stare standing in the gallery which is also strewn with rubbish newspapers meant to absorb the water that accidentally gets spilt everytime when these idiots wash their clothes in the machine. It’s not as bad as it sounds – nothing could be as bad as it sounds on white marble floors, and in my lingering presence.

Azad had a more dignified presence today. He greets me in a soft voice, and speaks with an equal tenderness, clear, decipherable sentences, like I’m into a Vodafone help center or something. That sneaky bastard was never this way. It wasn’t annoying, though, I found it agreeable. But the moment the intention of making my way across to the bedroom was evident on my face, and more so in my strides, Azad was alertly found blocking my way. Casual in my stride, I almost bumped into him and would’ve sent him to trauma, if not for the free space the gallery offered. Then it came to my knowledge that he was hosting a female companion, who was – in all her modesty, nothing degenerate – in that bedroom thumbing on his laptop at that moment. It was a sick moment; I almost puked. I don’t like the zenana-mardana split; no rooms reserved for the either gender. All of us are urban working youth, for chrissake!

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Wish Japan Were This Happy After Their Ordeal

At 8PM, and 20000ft in the air, I decided to put the brake on my eating so it shuts my digestive reactor. I, too, was heading for a calamity, much like Japan. What was incubating in my head was a stressful, tiring, risky journey, and having my bladder making demands during those moments would've been hell. So I politely passed the food plate when offered, even repeating the negation to a confirmation call the second time. Even decided to keep the water off the list.

This one was my second flight for the day - the first had flown off sans me. This was also my second destination of the day - earlier Lucknow, and now Delhi. I still had Lucknow as my ultimate destination, though; only that a devious conception was involved: get to Delhi, then catch the first train that leaves for Lucknow. I came upon this plan while heavy-hearted over my troubling findings when wandering through the spaces at the Airport, that since Holi is around, tickets are scarce, rare, and darn costly.

So I flew the first flight which could prove decisive, so I rode the last of the day's run of the new Delhi Metro that connects airport to station, so I found out that the Jat agitation had cancelled all trains to Lucknow's route, so I took a detour in another train, so I sat on the train floor for 8 hours with my wounds and luggage, so I took another train without ticket, so I escaped being arrested for traveling without ticket, so I took a rickshaw, so I took a bus, so I took an autorickshaw. Then home. It was tits!

The journey being Mumbai - Delhi - Kanpur - Unnao - Lucknow. Now I'm in the land of spring, unlike Mumbai where I'm still searching for the break of the season on nature's face. The legendary blue helicopter flowers are at their bloom and nobody more than me could enjoy their regalia and nostalgia. I could get some sleep as well. And great heaps of food. Jump at the rooftop.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Third time around


What a great morning to start with: pigeons gliding in and out of view outside, good sun that will soon find another row of window panes to illuminate, theres a linkin park concert on VH1, homebase is at a convenient occupancy for the Sunday that Rohit left for Pune, and Azad off to his interview. I’ve just started with my cup of morning coffee. Only that the coffee is an instant preparation – one that I’d reserved for the emergency situations of when out of milk and sugar, or when having the opposite gender over, or ‘the unforeseen’. Well, the unforeseen just sliced into my story. Here I am nursing my injuries, listening to Linkin Park, and drinking a mild Nescafe, with the sunlight causing intermittent itching, while the pigeons’ Panchayat makes a ruckus.

Wednesday, March 02, 2011

Returning heavy on salted potato chips, boondi laddoo, and delicious cuppas of chai, we await the dawn when we shall be revisiting the neighborhood temple. Azad wiles his time on Youtube, Abhishek loitering between rooms, while I luckily get to catch up on ManU vs Chelsea, my rightful dose of football after a long while. ManU leads 1-0 at halftime! Second half done, I'll get busy with the psychedelic animated imageries of either 'La Planète Sauvage' (1973), or 'The Illusionist' (2010). Then there's the deep thought over Loqly and AKS to deliberate on - interesting things do come rare, but this time, this week, I've got my bagful. And there's more outside of the bag and outdoors. Too bad if I see it wasted away in the jumps, or in hours of slumber, or the animal farm.

Still 5 hours to go. I wonder if our swaying state of partial-slumber consummates into a fully fledged sleep. We are eager to visit the temple in the morning, for sure. What for? Not religion, not some uberfraulein village girl, not to alleviate our homesickness, but for the taste of Bhaang, which is abundant in supply on the days of Maha Shivratri, and Holi. It was Monday that we made this committment. Not even Abhishek's holy days of abstinence go against the consumption of this drugged milk preparation that is available legally, mostly across North Indian communities - like the ones here. Consumption of Bhaang is a tradition. And we totally plan to abuse that fact! As confirmed by me at the milk dairy in the morning, and by Rao and Azad from the guards later in the day, happiness starts flowing at 7AM.

Chelsea just scored early in second half. I'll make some soup.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Raman Raghav

During my last post, I simultaneously realised the existence of Raman Raghav, the legendary Indian serial killer who went on a rampage in Mumbai between 1965-1969. Here are some quick facts:
  1. Purported to have been living inside Aarey Milk Colony itself.

  2. At the time of arrest, he had on himself a pair of spectacles, two combs, a pair of scissors, a stand for burning incense, soap, garlic, tea dust and two pieces of paper with some mathematical figures. Was wearing khaki shorts, a blue bush shirt and a pair of canvas shoes.

  3. His concealed stash - an octagonal iron fulcrum jimmy (the main weapon), knives, a screwdriver, a handkerchief, and a torch - was recovered from Aarey, while much of what he took from his victims was recovered from the jungles in Borivali.
  4. Goes soft with cooperation - it took a couple of plates of chicken, some hair oil, comb, and a mirror to have him disclose his locations

  5. It's said that Raman even gave a statement of it his actions being God's command. The Manson Murders (1969) coincide with these on other side of the globe. Mental imbalance seems to have some balance.

  6. Anurag Kashyap's Mumbai trilogy would bring Raman Raghav to the big screen in big time. Nawazuddin Siddiqui (remember "Patiala ke Presleys" in DevD, or that smalltown reporter in Peepli Live?) would be playing him.

Sources: 1, 2, 3

Midnight Ghosts of Aarey Colony

Walking through the woods at midnight, I found myself approaching a figure rooted to the middle of the road. In the darkness that pervaded - tonight there wasn't even the moon in sight in the night sky - it took me a few seconds to confirm if it were something for real, or just my imagination projecting my own fears. A few minutes back I had been hyping this nightly treading to a friend over the cellphone, recalling an earlier incident when a friend's girlfriend, who was once out much before the break of dawn for a morning walk, had run back home after coming across - on this very stretch of road - what she claimed was a ghost. Me and Abhishek had once been exhaustively collecting sources on the malevolent forces inside these roads of Aarey, one of them referred to as "The Aarey Runner". Maybe my imagery was getting to me.

But real, indeed, it was, and still barely decipherable owing to the dark overalls. All I could register was a tall male figure, with his head at a tilt, and the vacuum of his face frozen in my direction. Regardless of the probabilities of an unpleasant outcome, my steps hadn't ceased in their intention. I still continued ahead, furtive. He still stood there, rooted. Meanwhile, the cicadas and frogs in the forest kept at their calm rhythm, and the rest lay silent.

Our distance narrowed, and in the uneasy moments that followed, I had walked past him; he remained frozen like a statue, the features were still undecipherable. The only detail I could notice was a crumpled package in one of his hands, besides that he seemed like a madman. "Must be drunk!" I exclaimed to myself, and now feeling a certitude of being out of harm's way, and moreover out of curiosity, I took a shot....

"क्या बात है?"...
And the head that was away from me came to motion.
"आसमान में प्लेन देख रहा था|" came a timid reply.

The situational inversion, and the innocence in that voice found me tripping with words that could make for a fitting response. This guy wasn't making words, he really was at that. I wouldn't have expected stumbling into a dreamer at this hour, lost in thought, collecting the greater picture.
This world truly belongs to poets and madmen.

PS: As I found later, madmen of this kind have also dwelled inside Aarey. My luck.

Friday, February 18, 2011

Mystery caller at 3AM

The other gender has me surrounded - from funny interludes in the physical world, to externally controlled subconscious physical stimulus much like 'Inception' (I never imagined even Ms Padukone or Ms Kaif had their eyes on my prized parallel worlds theory), to this [which follows]. Hollow pride, perhaps; but it's worth recalling the fact that I was woken up at 3AM in the morning to a tender female voice.

Being woken up from my early sleep, I wasn't pleasantly surprised, but surprisingly displeased. The voice itself escaped my memory. The people I had always assumed to be calling at this hour couldn't set the diaphragm vibrating this way. Initially perplexed, my attitude tuned to being blunt and blithe. I inquired.
She introduced herself to me as Sameera, a college student who had been new to the city, and had been unsuccessful at finding a social circle. In her moment of need she's ringing random numbers, looking for a friend. Her story smelled of those caller scams. "I would've talked even if there was a girl on the other side," she replied to my inquiries.
Over the next few hundreds of seconds, humdrum followed. Being woken up from a sleep is irritating, unless there's a tiger sitting at somebody's doorstep or a flying saucer swallowing up cows at somebody's barn or somebody who just accidentally set their pubes on fire. After a while my casual unconcern made itself evident upon her, and we decided to hang up.
I missed on having ended it with a killer dialog
You have pretty much hooked up with the guy of your dreams, only that he had been too busy in his own dreams. FAIL.
I've been trying to list out scams that could follow, but probabilities seem little. Only one - that somebody calls back only to find themselves losing money at a Rs.10/min hotline - seems possible. Has anybody else had such an experience? Has 9920272065 (Vodafone, Mumbai, GSM) ever disturbed you?

Sunday, February 06, 2011

Situation parsing error with air travel

A while after
overcome by sleep
I forgot.
Fitfully awake, later,
as I lay,
the thought returned:
Perhaps some stranger still sat by the door
this lonely night
'What should it be,
but an idle dream,'
- I said to myself

In Tagore's words I make for my escape. I, too, was overcome by sleep; I, too, forgot; I, too, woke up to a dream (or rather a psychological nightmare); and I too forgot about the stranger at the door - which was myself - who had to catch the morning flight at 0630 but under the wrong egoistical I-wont-confirm-it assumption found himself floudering at 0600. In panic I oscillated between the kitchen where my morning roast was rising above and beyond the vessel, and my parlour which serves my bastion for all solitudes and strifes. Holding the coffee cup in hand, then promptly putting it back on the table, and in a leap of faith leaping for my cash, and leaving for the Airport, at 0610. After an hour's worth of embarrassment, both at the ticket counter, and at being scammed Rs. 10 by the AutoRick driver who promised to wait for me just around the corner, I was back home with a ticket for the 0930 in hand - an additional damage of 3300. But it's a futile exercise to push the guilt in, since I suspect our heads only reflect our closest circles, which start with our parents and family. Being of a home where air travel was an amusement, or a luxury, or an emergency measure, but never a part of the regular lifestyle, we weren't made air-travel-wise, or conditioned to the mock situations of missing our flight. Air travel still remains a complete fantasy, as is the easy money that we earn, and the foriegn travel opportunities we get working in our private setups. Coming from a background of majorly-govt-sector-employed family with a lets-not-abuse-sarkari-resources attitude, I can deduct that going private was going behind closed doors to a lifestyle unknown of - EVERYTHING PASSES. I could be sure that I would see more reprimanding upon missing my 3rd Class Sleeper (Rs.150) on the 248km Nainital-bound Ranikhet Express, than an incident such as today's. Time has been more valued on our side, money is only seen as an enabler - if you can, dole it out.

Friday, February 04, 2011

Morning rambling again

Before the sunrays of yesterday morning lose their impression on my memory and the trifling dents from the thorns and shrubs heal away, I should put this in text. I have been in my bunker on most of the days; I have even rid myself of the lethargy that seems trendy to narrate; even have a routine; even given up on late hours of VH1 and Emotional Attyachar; but the fact is that I still remain holed up much like any generic prisoner. It's an itch, irritation.

The itch sees me doodling, mostly, and a couple of days back when I had nothing worthier to do I sat for drinks with a couple of friends. I drew a man on a mountain catching a sunrise against a crescent shaped hillcrest, and the animals. Yesterday, that silly doodle turned into a divination, when this guy decided to deny his bum the primal pleasure of the couch first thing in the morning, and head out into Aarey instead. Less dangling about in thoughts, and more of those potent experiental formative moments, which have equal probabilities of either leaving you in awe, or in a plaster, but never of leaving you feeling like an intricately carved artifact rotting away in a cellar. New roads, new horizons, new jungles.
Transitory high. As Ignatius would justify, “So we see that even when Fortuna spins us downward, the wheel sometimes halts for a moment and we find ourselves in a good, small cycle within a larger bad cycle”.