Sunday, July 26, 2015

rains

i love the rains. of course, i love the sun as much, and the interplay of sun and rain even more. call it the novelty of change, or whatever, i like it. the blue skies turning dark and vice versa are the dual moments of climax during a spell of rain - they don't make movies to excite that way. no wonder why perverts fuck in the cinma theaters while saner folks prefer the embrace of nature.

as for my story with today's clouds, they don't seem to like me so much, because they went away too soon. i could see their grey pregnant bellies as they drifted out, that which was suspended like an endless blanket - the texture of fur and velvet - above only a few minutes back. permeancies are deceptive. i bet the met could have prevented this thought, had i read about the 'expectancy of a short rainy spell' earlier. well, wiser and wordcount-richer, nonetheless.

now that they are gone, let me talk about my special relationship with sunshine. "hellow sunshine" burbles in the head as winds do their thing and sweep the clouds away. my precious now turns into sunshine. our relationship has been very long, of about 30 years, full of adventure and vitamin d. vitamin d is essential so many lively moments we have. sometimes we sit and talk about death too, the other d. vitamin d is also what's wrong with me. it is an anti depressant, hence uplifts one in a positive way, to a positive state. positive people rarely show flight response. i'm stupid enough to be swayed by my own hormones. epic fail.

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