Monday, February 18, 2013

exit

I'm not so good at this. Have been wanting to say my mind since last night, when the realization started to set in that I would be gone from the urban maze for the longest duration in my life this far, but there has been too much to say. Anxieties, preparation, verballing, near-future-gazing, and all that. Did catch sleep, but around 2. Woken up again at 0430, and the next hour and a half has been an anxious one.
Around this time last year, I thought I was at a peak. This year, I saw myself questioningly languishing in a trough. Now I set out again to make amends. Slow Exit. Fade out. Fade in to a world of powdery snow, gas heaters, and adventures.

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